Wilderness

[VaNilla]

No that it really matters but what about that stunt that build on Avalanche finisher?

1000% legitimate, the live landing was recorded to be scrutinised . I didn't spend 80 hours on it for giggles . I think I have the 30 minutes of attempts leading up to it in the same Shadowplay recording on my PC, same with the naval base top from the same video. Artifex has a couple of my fail attempts too on Discord I guess, if anyone would like to check .

[jakuba]

Well for whats its worth you did land some of the Best stunts ever. And i know we are adults now and it is a niche hobby but you do get to cherish that. Kind of sad you had to cheat despite being one of the greats but i guess with mental issues everything goes out of wack. Reminds me of insta ppl being pinnacle of looks and still restoring to PS. I hope it doesnt hurt your feelings.

Again good on you for coming clean and taking care of youself.

[VaNilla]

Thanks man. I'm headed off to sleep, but I just want to say that I'm sorry for disappearing and making such a big wall of text upon coming back. Toodles .

[dab88]

Good to see you back and hear you're doing better. Take care of yourself dude

[Scavenger]

Welcome back Paul  I know how you feel like 'cause i got through mental break downs too. It's very strong to tell that! I hope you doing well and take your time! You can not rush perfection. Mental health is very important!

I would love to see a solo with all of these GTA games from you, but as told already take your time 

[Blaze Stunting]

blessed to see you're in good health again and still getting better 

[Herrarge]

All the best to you. You've been my favourite stunter always. Thanks for all the good memories.

[Joshua]

wow, what a post!

I found a lot of relief reading this, as myself and plenty of other users view you as a staple of the community. When I think of GTAS, I think of you along with a few other guys. I'm glad to hear that you're braving the storms of your journey buddy. I found the bit where you mentioned your desire to share what you have to offer with humanity especially striking.. Also got a good laugh from the idea of you theory-crafting stunts while away from a pc lol.

Much love to you, and everyone 

[foresttravesty]

Happy to see you

[Avi]

I've always known you that you accuse everyone of mods but respect that you are now admitting to yourself the things you did illegally.

I always wondered if the opener here is modified

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XLlbxkMsrI&ab_channel=justanotheraccount

[VaNilla]

Thanks for the comments guys, I don't feel like I deserve some of them but I appreciate you all nonetheless . Yeah Avi it is, though that's been common knowledge for a long time now. I've decided I'll check the topic once a day for the next couple of days and then bounce out, I don't want to get too distracted by GTAS stuff until I'm ready to come back. But I do appreciate the responses, I thought I'd get a lot of hate for disappearing and everything. Thanks again.

[Artifex]

Welcome back Paul, good to hear you're doing well. Thanks for being honest. Hopefully there's brighter days ahead !

[Viper]

Paul it's been a long time! We did get your message back in 2020. It worried us quite a bit. I wish we could have communicated with you. We are your friends, and if you felt disconnecting with everyone was the right thing for you to do at the time, we support your decision. Any resentment or toxicity you worried about just isn't here, we miss having you around.

Hoping your health continues to improve. Keep a positive outlook, and fight your way through to the other side. It would be wonderful to hear from you again on discord, and have a voice chat someday.

[VaNilla]

Thanks man, I'm sorry for everything nonetheless. Soon I hope so too, but we know what happened last time I thought I'd take a couple of months to be healthy again, so yeah, just know that I'm trying really hard to sort everything out and I've missed you all too .

[Demo00n]

I wish you the best of luck