whats the closest thing you heard that was something like a orgasm but nothing sex related?
That last cigarette after you've quit..
It's a warm summer evening, the sun is still up and you've just finished your 12-hour shift. You're going to meet up with friends but first, my oh my, it's time for your date with mr.c for the first time in weeks..
You pick a silent park preferably with an ocean view, the only sound is some distant seaguls. Even tough it's hard, you try to keep down that euforic excitement since you know the feeling is going to be that much more intense when you're relaxed.
You look around. You're all alone in your warm and cozy wonderland of nicotine-joy.
It's time..
You pick up that yellow camel. You look at it. Smell it. Placing it perfectly between those longing lips.
The lighter fires up on the very first click, and you gently place the fire at the tip of the cigarette.
You take a shallow puff to get it going and another, deeper, one to prepare your body. Those first two puffs never tasted any good but right here, right now, you just don't care. The third puff really warms you up from the inside and you start to feel tingly in your fingers.
Taking two slow and deep breaths of air between each puff you make sure you get the most pleasing experince possible.
By the sixth puff you've got a warm, tingly felling in your stomach. Every muscle is completely relaxed. Closing your eyes, you keep going.
Now your toes start to tingle. Your face is on fire. That fuzzy ball of warmth in your belly just keeps growing. Every part of your body screams for more.. You barely manage to lift your arm anymore. No worries exist, no pressures. Your shoulders are hanging down next to your hips. You take a few last puffs to top the sensation a little bit more.
It's time to put it out..
And then you just sit there. Still no one is around you, but you wouldn't have cared anyway. You open your eyes and the world seem like a more frindly place.
You stay another five minutes. Not really looking at anything. Not really thinking about anything.
You've just had the best 15 minutes of the day and you feel empowered to keep going.
